Warna-warna Cinta

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh. Still, most of the time I spend my time lying around and doing nothing. Huah~ always sleepy some more and I find one vulnerability in my own self. Every time I turn on my music player, satu lagu tak abis lagi pun, saya dah di send ke alam mimpi. Confused? But that is what reality is ; confusing. So lately, itulah my daily routine. Sudah ketandusan idea untuk perkara-perkara lain. And well, still hoping ada sesiapa yang sangat dermawan untuk sponsor my studies. JPA? Please.... ^^ And well, I'm sure SC already rejected me. Looks that it was really the first and the last time menjejakan kaki di HQ SC. I won't forget that amazing building of yours. Oh! Back again to the music issue, ^^! Petang tadi macam biasa, mendegar lagu lagi, anyway my intention memang nak tido pun so ok je la. But then, masa petang dengar satu lagu yang dah lama tak dengar, Warna-warna Cinta by Brothers. Satu group nasyid yang memang saya minat dulu. So masa dah nak lelap tu, my ears tangkap this one catchy phrase ni.

Warna-warna cinta
Yang terlukis di hatimu
Semat pada senyuman dan tangismu
Agar mewarnai
Jiwamu yang tulus
Seperti sang pelangi selepas gerimis

Yeah, colours. Touching kan lyrics ni? For me it is? Dah yeeeeeeesssss, it is true. Memang warna banyak pengaruh setiap aspek kehidupan kita. Bila baca balik perkataan 'pelangi' tu, teringat kat sahabat Faris Roslan. Masa tu, ada apa yer? Tak ingat sangat tapi masa tu budak-budak perempuan solat kat musolla putera. Bestnya masa tu, oops not because of the girls tapi sebab masa rushing2 nak turun musolla tu ternampak one of the many amazing scenery kat MOZAC. Double Rainbow!!!! Whoa~ Tak pernah tengok pun kat mana-mana pun. Masa tu, Faris kata 7 colours tu melambangkan 7 masalah manusia. Betul lah apa yang orang kata, kadang-kadang Allah berikan kita hujan lebat, sebab lepas itu akan muncul pelangi nan indah.

Warna or colours? Well, saya sedia maklum warna yang berbeza melambangkan personaliti orang. Hmm, for me saya tak mampu nak discuss perkara ini sebab it's too complicated. Tapi cuma nak state sikit how colours made up my life. Kalau nak tahu macam mana mesti mula dekat closet dulu. Bila bukak je almari ni, gloomy nyer... Sebab kebanyakan pakaian saya semuanya warna hitam jer. Oho... That is a fact because it suits me the best then. But bukan la nak katakan my favourite colour is black. I don't think I have favourite colour by the way. But setiap kali beli baju mesti nak hitam jer. Ada banyak jugak warna-warna yang attract me. Putih, hijau, biru, oren and purple. Sometimes, saya rasa macam the true colours within me selalu jer berubah-rubah. I find it hard to be explained or expressed. But I do thank Allah for creating such beautiful colours in our life. Colours make us different but they unite us at the same time as well. I really like to end this entry dengan thing that came across my mind petang tadi.

Wahai hati, jangan hilang merahmu, sebab di situ terletak keberanianku,

Wahai akal, jangan hilang birumu, sebab di situ terletak ketenanganku,

Wahai mata, jangan sekali hilang hijaumu, sebab di dalamnya ada kedamaianku,

Wahai tangan, jangan hilang unggumu, sebab di situ terletak ketenanganku,

Wahai senyumanku, jangan hilang jinggamu, sebab di situ terletak keriangan orang-orang yang ku sayangi,

Wahai jiwa, jangan hilang putihmu, sebab di situ ada kenurniaanku

Wahai rohku, jangan sekalipun kau hilangkan imanku, sebab iman itu kurniaan Allah yang terbesar buat diriku...

Wassalam.....